♥Durratul Ain♥

28th August and it happened to be the 10th day he went to Kuching, Sarawak. Sorry for being annoying but I do miss him. Miss my partner in crime so much. My shoulder, my gossip buddy, my enemy, my best friend and my baby sitter.  I opened this blog just to write that. *sigh! but as hands are typing really fast I also wish to write few other things. Tomorrow is my e.d.d but I hope lil baby can be a bit patient since mama got a big duty to be done. Please baby, pity mama a bit. hehehehe.... :) Tomorrow, InshaaAllah, God's will I will be attending Terengganu Assessment Centre (TAC) at Sumai Hotel and Apartment under Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Negeri Terengganu. I applied the post as Guru Pendidikan Siswazah since Mac 2016 thou it just an assessment, I wish to be there. At least, I put a step forward in my career (pronounce it correctly... not carrier k) Tomorrow Ill be seeing Alima, Kak Farah and few of my school mates. InshaaAllah. Best part is, Ill be going with my 40w ba...

21 Ogos 2016. Mama ingat dah malas nak blog tapi ada sesuatu yang mama kena tulis juga sebab ada sesuatu jadi dengan sayang mama harini. It makes me a sad mom again. Harini nenda hantar papa di KLIA. Sayangkan kita tak dapat pergi. Tapi doa mama iringi papa biar semuanya dipermudahkan. Papa hantar banyak sangat gambar sep-sep botok naik bas. I really hope he can make it without me by his side. Able to wake up early, able to do all all the chores and most of all able to cope with the challenge awaits there, Nenda was so happy to hear that papa is the leader for his squad and mama expected that to happen but I still hope he will enjoy living there with all his new team. Papa sent us few pictures and he just arrived at Kuching around 7 p.m just now dan waktu tu la mama tengah sibuk-sibuk nak mandikan kak long comel sorang ni. Kak long dah tak berapa nak ada mood sebab tiba-tiba terjatuh dekat treadmill mama and lepas cakap ngan papa Wirda nangis non stop. Like, seriously!! Mama ta...

20 Ogos 2016, ada lagi kurang dua minggu mama patut lahirkan anak kecil mama ni. Harap-harap kita dua-dua kuat ye sayang, supaya kita boleh teman dan main dengan kakak Aiesyah dan nenek. Harini hari sedih, lepas solat Zohor, tak tahu kenapa, air mata yang cuba ditahan beberapa harini macam air paip bocor mengalir. Rindu sangat. Sebab sebelum ni papa terlalu dekat. Sokmo ada disisi mama. Nak makan apa terus keluar pergi beli. Kalau bosan boleh sembang macam-macam topik. Dari topik kerja sampailah topik entah apa-apa. Kalau rasa nak jalan malam mesti keluar, start enjin berdesup kesana kesini. Dari semalam nak minum air kelapa tapi bila drive pergi home tuition tadi betul-betul malas nak berhenti. Selalu papa yang akan turun. Me??? Never. Alhamdulillah dapat mengajar dan harini hari terakhir dengan anak-anak lelaki si Adam dan Afiq. Bila balik, cuba on phone dengan papa tapi papa dah busy sikit coz dah sampai Rawang, apa ntah nama tempat tu. Kubu2 gitu. Bila sampai rumah, park j...

Hari ni 19 Ogos 2016, mama bangun pagi dan papa tak ada. Day 1 begins ! Empat hari lepas, papa dapat offer letter to PULAPOL maksud sebenarnya Pusat Latihan Polis dan lokasinya tersangatlah dekat di Kuching, Sarawak. A great opportunity for him to travel since he never been there but he needs to flight to come back here to me. He waits for months and he had gone through alot. Actuallly WE. thanks for the memories. We are going to place it neatly in our mind. Day 1 begins smoothly except that I don't have mood to do anything except watching dramas over drama. Too many things lingering in my mind. TAC on this 29 Ogos. My due date on the same lucky day. The wish he would come back even for just a short time to deliver our new baby together. It does not scare me anymore. It's a challenge and I really want to know how will I handle those things.  What a challenging month ever! I though saying goodbye to July was awesome but I can't wait to say GOOOOOOODBYYYYEEEEEE to Au...