♥Durratul Ain♥

Assalamualaikum Happy New Year to fellow friends! Semoga tahun 2013 yang berlalu memberi seribu kenangan manis untuk terus dikenang selagi hayat dikandung badan. Dan semoga tahun ini kita semua akan lebih matang dan dewasa dalam mengharungi kehidupan yang mendatang. Paling penting, semoga rahmat Allah masih bersama kita hingga ke syurga.. amin! I wish I can update a FB status but it might be too long. 2013 brings lots of pahit manis moment to my life. More than I can imagine. It might be too privacy but uh, I don't mind sharing. So I can smile while typing all these things.  Jan - The year began. I don't remember when and where did I celebrate NY. But this month had been a hectic month ever with my commitment as facilitator and a TESL students. Nothing special happened. Hey, something special did happen !! I met Dato' Dr Shiekh Muszaphar for the second time. Oh God, I can still remember sitting next to him for the second time and being able to snap a picture with...

Assalamualaikum This evening mama felt very stress and she asked me to drive to PBB. OMG, there were so many people at the beach and mama said "kita je beghehi duk dalam rumoh," *angguk2. Couldn't agree more. We parked our #vivaforever and took few photos before going to #aiskrimgoreng stall. Too sweet la this time. Lost my appetite! Apa2 pun each time eating aiskrim goreng mesti teringat moment2 dulu dengan Ong YiiYoke. Sikalang, itu amoi sula ala balak baru. Bukan nak kenalkan kat guwe donk. *isk99x! Mama looks so sweet with her smile. Selalu kemut je mulut2 suruh senyum. Lately she's being so lemah. Pity her. Ya Allah panjanglah umur mama. amin amin amin amin amin amin. She took care of me by herself since I was 0 years old. I only have her in this life. Dia la tempat aku meluah rasa sedih, tempat aku kongsi kegembiraan. She's my besties and sekarang. Aku pelan2 berusaha untuk jadi tempat dia bersandar. She needs me the most now. Afte...

Assalamualaikum. It must be shocking news to my friends and silent readers. That I have officially engaged !! Naa.. its not with my commitment :p its with a real human being with 2 legs, 2 lubang hidung, 2 feet, 2 eyes. 21.12.13 It should have been a cute date with the absence of #3. isk99x   Its owkeyh , its still look good on cake. Wanna see them? Tutup mata dulu . . . . . . . . Haha gambar dalam henpon lagi. Malas nak transfer. Later on ah !=P That day all my pak ciks and mak ciks came to my house except two pak ciks; Pok Cup and Pok Ta. Need to record this. I'm a teacher what. I have started the preparation weeks ago with my mom. So, tak ada apa sangat pun yang mak ciks pak ciks tolong except memasak ayam percik untuk event tu. Boleh bukak kedai ayam percik diorang ni. Tapi dengar cerita dah surrender #benderaputih. Nasib badan la ye anak2 sedara yang lain. The day sebelum sekadar masak biasa untuk family. Anyway alhamdulillah every...

Aku berjalan-jalan di Pantai Batu Burok. Ombak tidak kelihatan dilindungi tembok yang gak berdiri. Bunyi ombak mengejutkan aku yang sendirian. Setiap bunyi itu pasti akan membuat aku berpaling penuh bimbang.. seolah-olah ada seseorang yang datang untuk menerkam aku. Aku sendirian. Cuba menghapus air mata yang telah memberi seribu kesakitan pada setiap anggotaku. Bahkan mataku kian membengkak. Kian sakit. Sakit umpama ditumbuk. Impak tangisankah? Di sana sini dapat aku lipat mereka merempit. Sangat meresahkan aku yang sendirian. Aku hadir untuk mencari ketenangan. Dalam solatku dan kini alam ciptaan Illahi mampu membuat aku terasa sangat tenang. dan tangisan itu akhirnya tamat di situ. Aku bimbang dan takut pada mereka yang hatinya tidak aku ketahui. Aku bingung. Perasaan ini hampir sama dengan apa yang aku rasa 2 tahun dulu. Aku pernah jatuh sejatuh-jatuhnya. Aku pernah hilang keyakinan diri. Seolah-olah tiada apa yang mampu menyelamatkan aku. Waktu itu, hanya sejadah yang...

Assalamualaikum.. I would like to tell ya that...I am so bored staying at home doing nothing !! I am suppose to find a part time job but guess what? Something is about to happen and I should just concentrate on that thing Things to share... First ! I am so afraid to even think that I'll be going for intership next year. Second ! 2014 gonna be a BIG YEAR for me... inshaAllah. Third ! I can't wait to graduate and knowing the fact that someone should be there on my big day ;-) (Uh, why am I so sweet talker) Forth ! Am I ready? Fifth ! Career? Sixth ! Why do I need to change.. and how will I change myself. I've put a stop to my really bad behaviour which is getting angry easily. I need to learn to become a positive person. For future. But, at some point it caused me tears. I feel like something is hidden. Ah, entahlah. But I'm happy to make others happy. That's all. Muahx!

I stalked my own FB last night and I found this picture. Guess what. It was taken on Sept 2012. A year ago ! And for no reason. I am saying that........ this is special.  We never know someone whom we don't even recognize his/her absence yet..... they becomes the best part of us. I was the OC and it reminds me the good time I had with my facilitators. It's upset to make a full stop for the FACILITATOR. Yet I am grateful to Allah for giving me someone whom I can rely the most. This picture somehow.. shows that kadang-kadang orang yang kita cari tu sebenarnya ada je dekat dengan kita cuma lambat atau cepat kita sedar.  Anyway, MWA....He is my brother, my best friend, my punch bag, and adorable pak cik. nota kaki : jambu air betul gambar. Masa ni kompem pangai masing2 boleh buat gaduh. hihihi99x. Anyway, I love seeing that person in this picha. Make me smile =)

Assalamualaikum !!!! I'm home in Terengganu =) Btw, sekadar coretan peribadi untuk menceritakan pengalaman balik rumah yang sadis ever. Pengalaman after another to show that I'm growing up after all. Macam biasa MWA hantar sampai ke "airport" seksyen 17. Lepas tu, sanggup berlari anak keluar bas mintak dia belikan topup since kredit dua-dua hp dah 'kiok'. Entah kenapalah bagus azab sangat naik bas tu, sampai sakit pinggang-pinggang. Mungkin bas tu dibawak laju sangat. Rasa macam naik kuda. Masa sampai kat MBKT, macam biasa la turun dengan penuh gaya. Say no to all taxi drivers. "Tak apa" "Oh, tak nak" "Terima kasih" "ehem, tak nak" "tak pe lah". Berlagak sikit. Dengan kredit yang tak banyak, telefon mama untuk beberapa kali lepas tu, ada la orang yang jawab "Maaf, kredit anda tidak mencukupi untuk membuat panggilan ini. Sila........" #damn ! Nasib baik ada sorang sahabat ...

Assalamualaikum. Nothing much to say, just feel like updating my beauty talaga blog and I got a story to be kept in this diary of mine. First time being in charge to make 24 hampers. Sebelum ni selalu tolong orang lain je. It's not that easy to buy lots of things for 24 hampers using very limited budgets. Thanks to MWA for taking me to NSK, Klang. Things there are cheaper where I bought all the stuffs needed yet still remains under budget. But, no one seems to say thanks and still saying " I can buy cheaper ". Go ahead dude! Things did not stop there. Thanks to my besties; Kak Effa and Aina for helping me. I did not hope much from anyone. Just give me a break from all the complaints. Its not a sweet moments to carry everything from home and no one knows bout that. And yes! saying everything is a crap! Ok.. what am I saying. Just wanna thanks to MWA for all the hard work. *kenyit mata sket*

Assalamualaikum and big Hi to all Nothing much to say. Cuma nak pahatkan wajah-wajah kesayangan hamba di blog ini. Untuk dijadikan kenangan yang akan dibawa di masa hadapan. Deyla. Nick. Zira. Mastow. Aten. Yan. Aimi. Pipox. Bie. Ain. Ada 10 antara kami. Satu geng? Yes *angguk-angguk sampai pening*. Dulu masa sekolah SMK Bandar yang sekarang dah jadi SMK Dato' Razali Ismail, kami selalu lepak sama-sama lepas kelas. Habis je kelas, terus pegi solat Zohor then menapak ke kedai Cek Ani *kalau tak salah betul la nama ni*. Kedai tu murah sangat. Tak sampai RM2 dah cukup nak survive sampai ke petang. Lepas tu menapak ke kelas dan sembang itu. Gosip ini. Kalah Kiah Propa. Tapi seronok. Tak sangka. Kekal jugak 10 orang ini, walaupun payah betul nak kumpul sekali. Cukup whatsapp sebagai pengikat silaturrahim. Alhamdulillah. Dulu pernah cakap dekat Deyla dan Pipox (kalau tak salah). Pernah buat janji untuk jumpa sekali ramai-ramai 10 tahun dari sekarang dan tengok apa akan...

Assalamualaikum and Hi friends. Minggu lepas, sahabat-sahabat MSU bersama Kelab Penya n yang telah mengadakan program (rujuk title) <-- mcm surat rasmi plak! It has been few times I came to Zoo Negara but this is the first time that I have the chance to get to know how all the animals are taken care. As for me and my team were given a task to work with SHOW SESSION, words can express my excitement! I always watch the Animal show event when I went to Guangzhou, China. I get to know how they actually works. The staffs and the animals. As they were five of us, so the tasks are given separately to each of us and I got the chance to clean the cages with all the don't-know-how-to-describe-animal :) One thing for sure is that, these animals are not tame. Mula-mula masuk bersih kandang, rasa macam nak tercabut jantung tengok semua haiwan berbulu. SAYA TAKUT KUCING walaupun kekadang kucing takut ngan saya. Soalan pertama yang saya tanya kakak Dewi tu " Ku...

Ramadhan hendak melabuhkan tirainya..terasa sedih sangat kerana pemergian ramadhan tanpa awak tiada disisi :(..genap 7 bulan perkenalan kita...bagi saya sudah 8 bulan :p... i always wait 4 u " D.A.H <3 M.W.A "     Mengenalmu adalah suatu anugerah   Menyakitimu adalah suatu perkara yg xdpt ak lakukan    Mendampingi hidupmu adalah suatu kebahagiaan &     Meninggalkanmu adalah suatu kebodohan  

Assalamualaikum. It might be late but previous week we had an event with Dato' President and I am so proud of my University for being able to held such enjoyable event. <-- mengampu much ? Event ni dah naikkan sikit la nama University saya ni. Boleh tengok video di bawah ok! Walaupun tak ramai wakil facilitator yang hadir macam event-event lepas tapi kemeriahan tu tetap ada. Tengok muka Fawrid (last picture) pun dah cukup menggambarkan kemeriahan tu kan. At the end of this event, wakil facilitator ada bagi hadiah birthday utk Dato' Wira :) Mungkin tak terlambat untuk cakap.... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DATO' !!!! Anyway, banyak jugak kelab yang hadir haritu. Cukup meriah... tak boleh komen lebih2 nanti tersasul. #chow p/s : have fun.. btw, I've changed the banner and the song.. loike it or not ? :)

Assalamualaikum. Persinggahan ? Allahu.. fikir balik dan fikir kenapa Pesanan seorang sahabat, tiada manusia yang sempurna di dunia begitu juga dengan pasangan kita. Jika ada permasalahan mungkin boleh diselesaikan dengan sebaiknya daripada mengambil jalan mudah. Ingat manusia tak lepas daripada kesilapan, tapi atas mereka sendiri untuk bebas daripada kesilapan itu atau sebaliknya. Nobody is perfect and I am nobody... ihikihik.. Just don't be a knife to my heart.. ^^v

Assalamualaikum.. Dua minggu lepas pada hari Jumaat, keluarga Haji Mahmood kehilangan seorang menantu lelaki; arwah Pak Cik Nazir yang telah pergi menghadap Illahi. Banyak yang nak ditulis tapi demi menjaga hati semua.. cukuplah sekadar itu. Semoga kenangan manis bersama akan terus diabadikan.. InshaAllah segala yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Semoga Kak Nor's family tabah menghadapi hari-hari mendatang. Minggu lepas pula, pak cik di Besut menghidap kencing manis dan terpaksa potong jari kaki beliau. Allahu. Allah duga hambanya yang kuat. Mama pun kuat sebab dia tak penat kehulur-kehilir. Dari Kemaman > K.Trg > Kemaman > K.Trg :) Tinggal Shah Alam je mama belum ziarah tahun ni. Mama kata dia yang tua kena jaga adik-adik yang sakit.. dah terbalik katanya :P Mama kuat macam Iron Mama! Allah, janganlah jadi apa2 kat mama.. give strength to my family!

Assalamualaikum. Selamat Hari Cikgu buat semua guru-guru/pensyarah-pensyarah yang pernah berbakti di Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Budiman (1998-2003) , Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Sheikh Abdul Malek (2004-2006) , Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Dato' Razali Ismail (2007/2008), UiTM Kuantan (2009/2010), UiTM Bandaraya Melaka (2010) dan Management and Science University (2010-present). *sejarah pulak* Kata Zizan Razak " Bakpe maroh cikgu, cikgu ni ibarat liling ". Tau liling ? yg bakaq diri sendighi sbb nak bui cahaya kat orang lain. Bagi saya sendiri, educators are the most noble job in this world. My mother is an educator and same goes to my late grandfather. Thou we choose different area, but still we share the same thought. -Facebook status- Ini adik adik sek keb seri ketereh. Masuk kelas hari pertama, cikgu terus nak mengajar menyanyi lagu bhs inggeris. Besar cita cita cikgu. Adik adik kata, “cikgu, kami tak pandai bahasa inggeris. Lagu bm lah”.  “lagu bm dah ...

Assalamualaikum.. See... blog updated pepagi buta ! Sekadar memori untuk di kenang pada tahun-tahun mendatang :) I just woke up from my beauty talaga sleep when I'm supposed to complete my Microteaching research yet I'm here updating my blog after several time edit - delete - edit - delete my FB status ! I really need to express something but then I think.. It's better I write it here <3 Right now, my new room mate is sleeping soundly in the living room and few hours ago I had a very pleasant conversation with Kak Na.. Kebelakangan ni byk kongsi masalah cerita hidup dengan Kak Na sebab sekarang kepercayaan saya........ *error* error* .. hurm .. herm... :) percaya pada naluri dan pemerhatian saya. Apa yang sebenarnya sy nak luahkan cuma ni je : Kawan yang saya sayang, Sayang saya ni pada awak sampai saya sanggup tutup mata dengan perbuatan awak dan saya simpan rasa kepercayaan yang sebenarnya dah kosong untuk awak. Saya harap suatu hari nanti , awak akan pangg...

Assalamualaikum... Last week , saya dan ksm celebrate birthday budak chipsmore dekat D'One Stick. it was a surprised simple birthday party for him. Nothing much can be given but I think he had received the precious birthday card from Mr. President of Kelab Penyayang. Thanks to Kak Fyena and Abg Taufiq. Pasai pa... depa ni duk semangat p cari kek yang shedap tu :) Kata Alip, ni sume rancangan beliau... ok romantik sangat ! Harap2 10 tahun nanti bila baca coretan ini, kami akan saling ingat each other. They were my best buddies. Walau saling menyentapi, gado2 manje tapi sayang tu tak kan pernah hilang. Bersahabat kerana Allah. Untuk Emeer, semoga berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat, selamat berLI semester depan dan teruskan perjuangan sebagai pengakap terhebat dengan chipsmore yang awesome. U have a bright future bro !

Assalamualaikum. Miss my belog so much !!! xoxoxoxoxoxo Tak boleh stop myself from updating this lovely blog since the wifi sangat laju dan pantas macam arnab mengejar semut api. releven sgt? Macam Harith Iskandar (Lawak ke der 2) said, perempuan ni ada macam benda yg bersarang dalam kepala, tetapi lelaki.... kosong... kosong... kosong (echo thp max). At this moment, sepuluh jari ni nak sangat tulis isu kawan 'bite' kawan.. Ah, caketnya -_-' caket aty bila kena, caket mata bila pandang, caket telinga bila dengar, caket otak bila fikir. Kawan 'bite' kawan pakai gigi besi made in Chin a! One of my sisters in Shah Alam always pesan Ain untuk sentiasa berhati-hati dengan semua orang dan this particular person yang digelar manusia-terhebat. Katanya naluri dia kuat mengatakan ada sesuatu yang tidak kena dengan manusia-terhebat ini. Ain ingat kata-kata kakak ni tapi bila dah rapat sgt dgn manusia-terhebat ni, kadang-kadang ain lupa untuk bersikap be...

Assalamualaikum. It's my FIFTH semester. What should I say ? Happy ? Grateful ? Sad ? Overwhelm ? Excited ? Well, its mixture of all these. Day first for my short semester, I have learnt a lot. I'm taking Microteaching and Counseling and Guidance with Madam Izlin and Madam Shabina separately. These two lecturers are very nice and I'm excited to gain knowledge from them thou I did feel a lil bit takuuuut *gaya Sara Syahira*. Within 7 months I will end up studying here.  I WAS so excited to begin this new semester but as I each time I came back home, I feel  a lil bit sad. This is the first time I came back as the earliest person among my room mates. I miss to share stories with Ayu, miss to mengadu with Kak Na.  House was so messy since we were so busy back then. Projects --> Final --> International trip --> Holiday --> New semester --> NO ONE !! I don't want to go out. I came back earlier instead of spending time in MSU. I thoug...

Assalamualaikum.. :) Thanks for dropping by my belog.. ^_^ Last week , my friends and I went to Guangzhou, China for a community service event under Penyayang Club. It was a bout 4-5 days. We are proud to be here ^_^ Most of the participants are among MSU facilitators including our beloved president and his ass ; Abg Taufiq and Kak Fyena. Glad to have them in this trip since Abg Taufiq has spend too much time in German. There, we were accompanied with three tour guides (they're very nice except for Mr-so-called-Fathil). Abg Wan , Kak Rabiatul and Abg Harith. One thing I dislike about Abg Harith sebab dia punya perangai sijibik macam Fathil, pulak tu muka same and suka annoyingkan aku tak kira masa. *dush dush*. Ada la satu ketika tu sibuk2 beli luggage ngan si Myka ni, dengan konfiden pergi kat tempat yang dah dijanjikan tu. Alih-alih sorang pun tak ada. Gelisah Allah je yang tau, nak nanges pun ada tapi sib bek si Myka ni macam cool sikit. Dah penat berjalan tu be...

Assalamaualaikum... !!!! ^_^ I'm so happy since I've reached Terengganu this morning. Thanks to Konsortium #Mutiara for the safe journey! It's my third year in MSU and I can't wait to complete my degree within months from now on. amin amin amin ! *walaupun dah mula rasa berat hati sikit. Everything being planned by Allah anyway, kita just berdoa saja! Doa yang terbaik untuk saya, awak dan mereka-meraka. amin! #ksm Tak ada apa pun nak bercerita just nak berkongsi gambar my #ksm... kawan sampai mati, yang agak lawak !! Oppsss, btw, what's KSM ? it's Kawan Sampai Mati.. who are in #ksm ? for me .. I can say that most of the facilitators in MSU are in #ksm since we are a big family.. and I love my family so much. How it's being crated? Let me tell you guys, nama ni kononnya dicipta masa Ain, Sab dan Alif panjat daki naik Gunung Merembun Berembun kat Genting Highlands hari tu. Kami tiga orang being together through out the journey. Thanks sangat ka...

Assalamualaikum ... Salam sejahtera my beloved readers~!  I'm writing this article with a smile on my face ... kui99x :) Reading the caption gives you guys the clue right??? Yuuhuuu world !!! I've met my favourite one for the second time ever at my university; MSU. Words can't describe my feeling when first I saw him walking to the hall.. I felt like screaming as I did years before.  "Mussszzaaaaphaaarrrrrr", !!!! Mama was so angry when she knew I call him that way. Erm, I was so excited back then. If I was able to hug him, I think I will do so~ Nasib baik akal masih waras masa tu. This time, I call him...  " Dato' ", He dislikes people calling him Dato' cause it makes him feel much older. It's ok, no matter how old he is.. he'll still be my favourite dulu, kini dan selamanya ^_^ Hambek ko.. berdiri depan muka.. I just looked at him at this time.. but I don't really like him wearing that outfit.. :...