August 28, 2016

Day 10 He is Breathing in PULAPOL Kuching.

28th August and it happened to be the 10th day he went to Kuching, Sarawak. Sorry for being annoying but I do miss him. Miss my partner in crime so much. My shoulder, my gossip buddy, my enemy, my best friend and my baby sitter. 

I opened this blog just to write that. *sigh! but as hands are typing really fast I also wish to write few other things. Tomorrow is my e.d.d but I hope lil baby can be a bit patient since mama got a big duty to be done. Please baby, pity mama a bit. hehehehe.... :)

Tomorrow, InshaaAllah, God's will I will be attending Terengganu Assessment Centre (TAC) at Sumai Hotel and Apartment under Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Negeri Terengganu. I applied the post as Guru Pendidikan Siswazah since Mac 2016 thou it just an assessment, I wish to be there. At least, I put a step forward in my career (pronounce it correctly... not carrier k)

Tomorrow Ill be seeing Alima, Kak Farah and few of my school mates. InshaaAllah. Best part is, Ill be going with my 40w baby.

Papa called this morning asking bout our little baby. He might not coming back home if the ticket is not sponsored. Hurm, should we spend 700++ just for a moment. Better keep those lucky money for akikah. But I wish he's here!!!!!! 

I planned to visit him after 3 months but then as I googled few pictures of PULAPOL Kuching I guess it would be nicer to visit him there after his training... GOSH!!! can't wait.

So... tomorrow is a mystery. Friends, do pray for me and my babies. 
My mini family is growing big. Coz I never had anyone else other than my mom, my husband and my lil girl and.... my beloved in laws. Thanks for the suport.

August 21, 2016

Day 3 He is in Pulapol.

21 Ogos 2016. Mama ingat dah malas nak blog tapi ada sesuatu yang mama kena tulis juga sebab ada sesuatu jadi dengan sayang mama harini. It makes me a sad mom again.

Harini nenda hantar papa di KLIA. Sayangkan kita tak dapat pergi. Tapi doa mama iringi papa biar semuanya dipermudahkan. Papa hantar banyak sangat gambar sep-sep botok naik bas. I really hope he can make it without me by his side. Able to wake up early, able to do all all the chores and most of all able to cope with the challenge awaits there, Nenda was so happy to hear that papa is the leader for his squad and mama expected that to happen but I still hope he will enjoy living there with all his new team.

Papa sent us few pictures and he just arrived at Kuching around 7 p.m just now dan waktu tu la mama tengah sibuk-sibuk nak mandikan kak long comel sorang ni. Kak long dah tak berapa nak ada mood sebab tiba-tiba terjatuh dekat treadmill mama and lepas cakap ngan papa Wirda nangis non stop. Like, seriously!! Mama tak pernah handle keadaan Wirda sorang-sorang macam tu, selalu I will let Wa'ie handle and baca apa yang patut. Sumpah demi Allah, gelabah gila. I tried to call him tapi line tak ok dan tak dengar pun dia cakap apa. Last-last masuk bilik, pasang ayat al-quran dengan radio merah nenek tu pastu baca ayat qursi xberhenti.

Puas sangat mama pujuk Wirda after half an hour baru berhenti. Subhannallah, sedih tengok Wirda nangis macam tu. Maybe dia terkejut tiba-tiba dengar suara papa dia tapi tak tahu kat mana. Sabar sayang, nanti mama dah bersalin papa mesti balik. Boleh la Wirda lepas rindu dengan papa masa tu.

Nampak tak mata anak mama berair lagi, nak pakai baju pun tak boleh.
Be strong kak long !!
Mama naik flight pun tak pernah dapat snack pack tau!!
Ramai kan... nasib semua lelaki.. ehem.....
eh.. macam knl.. :)
Itu saja gambar yang mama simpan sampai hujung minggu ni mungkin. Sebab papa dah hand in handphone. Tak dapat lah contact papa lagi. Be strong Ain! Sabar menanti hari.

August 20, 2016

Day 2 He went to Pulapol

20 Ogos 2016, ada lagi kurang dua minggu mama patut lahirkan anak kecil mama ni. Harap-harap kita dua-dua kuat ye sayang, supaya kita boleh teman dan main dengan kakak Aiesyah dan nenek.

Harini hari sedih, lepas solat Zohor, tak tahu kenapa, air mata yang cuba ditahan beberapa harini macam air paip bocor mengalir. Rindu sangat. Sebab sebelum ni papa terlalu dekat. Sokmo ada disisi mama. Nak makan apa terus keluar pergi beli. Kalau bosan boleh sembang macam-macam topik. Dari topik kerja sampailah topik entah apa-apa. Kalau rasa nak jalan malam mesti keluar, start enjin berdesup kesana kesini. Dari semalam nak minum air kelapa tapi bila drive pergi home tuition tadi betul-betul malas nak berhenti. Selalu papa yang akan turun. Me??? Never.

Alhamdulillah dapat mengajar dan harini hari terakhir dengan anak-anak lelaki si Adam dan Afiq. Bila balik, cuba on phone dengan papa tapi papa dah busy sikit coz dah sampai Rawang, apa ntah nama tempat tu. Kubu2 gitu. Bila sampai rumah, park je kereta, air mata bocor lagi. Serious aku tak kuaddd weyh!! 

Aiesyah pulak dari semalam papa papa papa. So since today perkataan yang dilarang dalam rumah ni adalah papa. Biar lama sikit, takut nanti anak kecil mama ni demam rindu kat papa dia. Rapat sangat dengan papanya pun. Salah mama jugak sebab since perut dah memboyot habis ni perasaan malas tu dah jadi raja. Malas betul. Aiesyah banyak mengempeng pun dengan papa dia je. Papa dia yang banyak layan kerenah dia.

I miss you a lot, my best friend, kawan gosip semua topik, only you know everything bout me. 

Tadi baru request kat dia, I'll text him thou he'll off his phone. Terpaksa sebab selama ke harini dia sorang je sahabat baik saya yang saya mengadu segala mak nenek punya cerita. 

Gu gu pale botok!

August 19, 2016

He Went for PULAPOL.

Hari ni 19 Ogos 2016, mama bangun pagi dan papa tak ada. Day 1 begins ! Empat hari lepas, papa dapat offer letter to PULAPOL maksud sebenarnya Pusat Latihan Polis dan lokasinya tersangatlah dekat di Kuching, Sarawak. A great opportunity for him to travel since he never been there but he needs to flight to come back here to me.

He waits for months and he had gone through alot. Actuallly WE. thanks for the memories. We are going to place it neatly in our mind. Day 1 begins smoothly except that I don't have mood to do anything except watching dramas over drama. Too many things lingering in my mind. TAC on this 29 Ogos. My due date on the same lucky day. The wish he would come back even for just a short time to deliver our new baby together. It does not scare me anymore. It's a challenge and I really want to know how will I handle those things. 

What a challenging month ever! I though saying goodbye to July was awesome but I can't wait to say GOOOOOOODBYYYYEEEEEE to August 2016. Too many surprises. Ever.

Nenek treated Aiesyah well. She asked my baby girl "Where's papa?," and she said "Papa bye bye," pity this little kid but she's acting funny!

This evening I'll be attending home tuition with those little boys which would be my last week with them. Next week, Jannah would take over. Thanks buddy.

Day 1......

checklist

• To give birth
• To attend TAC (Allah's will and I won't put to much stress on it)
• To undergo confinement successfully.. hikhik
• To lost weight as much as he might in PULAPOL :p

Papa being bold. Picture taken with our little Wirda.
Remember this sayang mama!
"Suka ke laki nak jadi polis? Kalau aku, aku tak bagi," Tiba-tiba teringat ramai orang cakap macam ni. Well, I asked him before why he wanted to become a police instead of other careers. Is it for the sake of being a gov servant or it's your dream. Well, the first option is the real reason and also the second one. Most of all, he did that for me and little Wirda. May you succeed in there!